To Be or Not To Be- A Letter to Self
Photo by Samuel Regan-Asante on Unsplash Hamlet asks a question. "Is it better to live with pain or end it all ?" Is life really worth all the suffering, the loss, the hurt feelings? But the fear of the afterlife is worse. What if we end our lives only to go through an even worse nightmare? Waking up with hopes of a better day. The hesitant thoughts of what-ifs of each day are painful. What if the day goes badly? What if I don’t finish this task before the project deadline? The infinite what-ifs.... No matter how perfect our plan is, something tends to go wrong at times and, sometimes, all the time. And our self-doubts, asking ourselves if the plan was a failure or if it was a bad timing. And the incurable pain. I have Cervical spondilosis and a weak abdomen. When I am stressed, I am in pain. Should I keep trying, or...